Hyungs... what did you do to Jonghyuk? D:



...love you Ssang. :3

Well... Ssang-ah and I spent a quiet New Years together with our new kittens that Ssang saved earlier...
They're adorable.
Storm is a boy and Sunshine is a girl <3


But... after I fell asleep, Yunseok hyung came over because he had a fight with Taehyung hyung...

I didn't wake up DDD: I'm sorry.

But... they went home together right? So everything's okay now? .___.

Let me know if there's anything I can do DDDD: <3

While Ssang was updating his journal last night he fainted. He had a temperature of 108 o___o I was SO scared, I thought...

I took him to the hospital. He was delirious. .__.

They wouldn't let me stay the night because I wasn't family.

I AM his family

But this morning they let me bring him home. He seems to be okay, but I won't let him out of bed. What if he isn't okay enough yet?

Our Hyungs are helping take care of him. Thank you~

Ssang and I met Taehyung and Yunseok hyungs for dinner last night.

It was embarrassing fun.

Yunseok, while Taehyung is gone, you can come over here anytime~ I'll make you something good for dinner ^^ <3

ilu Ssangy :3

I seriously have never had a better birthday ever. Ever. I'm so happy right now.

Ssang, you're the sweetest man in the entire world <333333333



And everyone, thank you for coming to my party. It was really fun, and I loved all my presents <3333

Even the bag of glitter and the weird t-shirt ^^;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Jonghyukkie stayed with us the last few days... It's been pretty fun... like the old days.

Saturday is my birthday. I don't have any plans, yet. :3

Quitting smoking is so much harder than I expe... well... I guess I expected it to be hard. But it's hard! Anyone have any tips? ;~;

I think Hyungon really liked his present. ^^

I hope you had a happy birthday!



I haven't had a cigarette in like 4 days I'm going crazy my hand is shaking I need some nicotine so bad just one...

On a special day like this... I don't even know what to say. What to write. I just... my heart feels so full, so big, I can barely even sit still to type this. Is this what Jonghyuk feels like all the time? It would explain a lot! ^^;

I don't think I've ever been so happy in my entire life. Ssang and I are going to be together forever, how lucky am I?

I'm so happy.

So happy.

...I love you Sanghyuk-ah~ so much.

I've been gone all day, working, and it looks like I'm not going to get home until tommorow ><

I'm really... I miss you Ssang. It's the first time we've had to be seperated since...

...and I feel like a part of me is missing.

I hope you don't miss me too much D: And you aren't getting into too much trouble.

I... I've only smoked a little ._. I'm trying, I promise ;-; <333

I'm so happy~ :3

Ssangy gave me a present yesterday for no reason and he loves me and...

I'm so lucky. ^_________^

I don't know what else to say.... :3